it looks cool :D.. you have used somewhere that picture shown in lower left corner.. maybe

no I have not

Indeed, looking cool. I really like what you did with the grid, particularly the top right corner and the fading part towards the middle. It's a bit "hard" or how to put it in some parts. (Still talking about the grid.) The colors and shapes of the central piece is just down my alley. (How did you do that?) The parts making up the framing is quite interesting too, but not as striking. My only small point to rais is considering the word "Drown" that you put in there. I see more text too, that is more or less faded and that works out great. The "Drown" part though is too stark in contrast to the other elements and draws too much attention. I don't mean you have to take it away altogether but maybe fade it some more or blur it or whatever. (It could even be bigger, if it just were more blended with the background.) Now it just steals attention, and that is not a good thing in a piece that is strong and standing very nicely on it's own merits.

Well the backround is a macro of a glassthingi I have in my room. I tried kinda everything you said about the text but my psp sucks with texts and when I tried different ways to blend the word drown it looked so bad. maybe could have been better if I had made it bigger, then blurred a little and finally just a little transparency...

When words fail, one phrase says it all: 10.

Very nice! me like :)