Where can I get a job, where my illustrations would be used??? It feels like there's always a wall rising up in front of me.

Those type of jobs are far and few.. they are 1 in a million chance of getting the perfect job like that... the only thing i can suggest is keep trying, get your work out in the public (eg. markets, local art groups, local art gallery, local gift shops etc.. get a portfolio together) it takes a lot of hard work, patience and time.. I wish you the best of luck..

check magazines produced in your country .. look for art director\art submission information ...

check the music industry ..

have the ability to send HARD COPY to the people that are not satisfied seeing online galleries

Consider submitting a couple simple generic images to high-profile PAY stock sites .. and see if any advertising related clients contact you .. or .. pay for your images via the service

become the tattoo artist at your local prison .. oh, wait, they have walls .. nevermind

Open a prints account at DeviantArt ($25) .. and see if your work is purchased

Create your OWN website marketing your skills .. but .. you have to have the ability to create somebody elses vision on a deadline

good luck

look into getting an agent

All of the above...Art is a highly competitive field! Also, get to know local artists and their related art orginizations, and send them a link to your Caedes Gallery, you might be given a chance to publish your work in a local art magazine...The grapevine sometimes is the best way to get the word out! Good luck!

You can submit art to magazines. I would check online for magazines that would be good for your genre of art and their submission requirements.