Bruce, although spiders haven't an appetizing look to me, tarantulas are the only spiders that scare me somewhat. This spider you depicted even has an attractive character. But that only applies to the visual aspect, Buddy, 😁
If you think you can't accept something, try to change it. But if this doesn't work, don't be frustrated, but give it later another try. The one who perseveres wins!
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